Thursday, July 31, 2008

oh happy day

I passed my 3 hr glucose test! They are going to do another one at 28 weeks just to make sure I'm in the clear. I really am sooooo happy. Now I can sit back and enjoy bread, well at least for another 18 weeks!

Thanks for all the prayers and concern. It makes a huge difference.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

first doctors appointment

Well, my first appointment went okay. I am officially 8 weeks along. They figured it out by doing a sonogram. So, I'm due March 2nd. They even got the heartbeat! It was 166 (if I remember right).
But, I failed the 1 hr glucose test and so I get to take the 3 hr soon. I'm really upset about this bc I failed both (the 3 hr barely) last time and I had to be induced because of it. I really do NOT want to be induced. I hated it. I want to be able to go into labor on my own, at my own house not on some hospital bed. They said if I have to be induced (which I will if i'm gd again) then my chances of a c-section are going to go up dramatically (c-section rates are always higher with induced patients). I do not want to be in agonizing pain for a week again. And I'm a firm believer that the whole induction/c-section drama was the whole reason I couldn't nurse Parker. And I really want to nurse this baby.

I'm just so sad.

I just want to cry and cry and cry...

Monday, July 7, 2008

here comes the sun

do do do dooooo....


I seriously had no idea til I randomly took a test at my friends house.
I really thought it was going to be negative and then....
There it was.
Its not an etch-a-sketch.
This is one doodle that can't be undid homeskillet.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

when the day is gray and gloomy.... i just pick up my chin and grin and say....

... the sun will come out tomorrow. betch'er bottom dollar that tomorrow, they'll be sun.

So, I know this sounds (eh, idk the word) but we are kinda sorta trying for baby #2 and everyone around me seems to be getting pregnant (or jsut had babies). It's not exactly true that I want to be pregnant right this second but my body is all messed up, and I just got insurance today, and I need to find a new Dr/MW. So, idk. I'm just a little gloomy right now.

ugh, and the name we wanted to use for a boy was connor and there are seriously at least 2 babies i know, jsut born, named connor. what the heck. ughhhh

I just wanted to vent a little. Thanks for listening.

filled out mon july 7th
I was TAGGED by Brooke =]!

20 years ago-
1. I was 2 yrs old
2. I was an Army brat.
3. We lived in Penn.

10 years ago-
1. I was 12 and living in Churchville-Chili.
2. It was summer vacation and we just decided to move.
3. I couldn't wait to get outta there.

5 years ago-
1. I was 17 and just graduated high school!
2. I graduated with honors and was in the top 10 of my class.
3. I was in an on again, off again abusive relationship.

3 years ago-
1. I was about to meet the love of my life!
2. I was in the hygiene program, a Resident Assistant, and student library worker at college.
3. I was loving my life.

1 year ago-
1. Married for 1 yr!
2. 6 months preggo with Parker.
3. Thought about moving back to Rochester.

So far this year-
1. Moved twice.
2. Got a nursery calling.
3. Kept a secret (so far).

1. went swimming
2. visited the inlaws.
3. .... cant tell....

1. woke up wayyy too early
2. can't get back to sleep
3. for once im pretty excited to go to work!

Tomorrow- (which is really today.... bc its only 3am)
1. work
2. hangin out with daisy!
3. watch the bachelor finale!

In the next year-
1. think about baby #2
2. brian graduates with his masters
3. get a house!