oh happy day

I passed my 3 hr glucose test! They are going to do another one at 28 weeks just to make sure I'm in the clear. I really am sooooo happy. Now I can sit back and enjoy bread, well at least for another 18 weeks!

Thanks for all the prayers and concern. It makes a huge difference.

first doctors appointment

Well, my first appointment went okay. I am officially 8 weeks along. They figured it out by doing a sonogram. So, I'm due March 2nd. They even got the heartbeat! It was 166 (if I remember right).

But, I failed the 1 hr glucose test and so I get to take the 3 hr soon. I'm really upset about this bc I failed both (the 3 hr barely) last time and I had to be induced because of it. I really do NOT want to be induced. I hated it. I want to be able to go into labor on my own, at my own house not on some hospital bed. They said if I have to be induced (which I will if i'm gd again) then my chances of a c-section are going to go up dramatically (c-section rates are always higher with induced patients). I do not want to be in agonizing pain for a week again. And I'm a firm believer that the whole induction/c-section drama was the whole reason I couldn't nurse Parker. And I really want to nurse this baby.

I'm just so sad.

I just want to cry and cry and cry...

here comes the sun

do do do dooooo....

I'm PREGNANT!

I seriously had no idea til I randomly took a test at my friends house.
I really thought it was going to be negative and then....
Bam.
There it was.

Its not an etch-a-sketch.

This is one doodle that can't be undid homeskillet.

when the day is gray and gloomy.... i just pick up my chin and grin and say....

... the sun will come out tomorrow. betch'er bottom dollar that tomorrow, they'll be sun.

So, I know this sounds (eh, idk the word) but we are kinda sorta trying for baby #2 and everyone around me seems to be getting pregnant (or jsut had babies). It's not exactly true that I want to be pregnant right this second but my body is all messed up, and I just got insurance today, and I need to find a new Dr/MW. So, idk. I'm just a little gloomy right now.

ugh, and the name we wanted to use for a boy was connor and there are seriously at least 2 babies i know, jsut born, named connor. what the heck. ughhhh

I just wanted to vent a little. Thanks for listening.







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20 years ago-
1. I was 2 yrs old
2. I was an Army brat.
3. We lived in Penn.

10 years ago-
1. I was 12 and living in Churchville-Chili.
2. It was summer vacation and we just decided to move.
3. I couldn't wait to get outta there.

5 years ago-
1. I was 17 and just graduated high school!
2. I graduated with honors and was in the top 10 of my class.
3. I was in an on again, off again abusive relationship.

3 years ago-
1. I was about to meet the love of my life!
2. I was in the hygiene program, a Resident Assistant, and student library worker at college.
3. I was loving my life.

1 year ago-
1. Married for 1 yr!
2. 6 months preggo with Parker.
3. Thought about moving back to Rochester.

So far this year-
1. Moved twice.
2. Got a nursery calling.
3. Kept a secret (so far).

Yesterday-
1. went swimming
2. visited the inlaws.
3. .... cant tell....

Today-
1. woke up wayyy too early
2. can't get back to sleep
3. for once im pretty excited to go to work!

Tomorrow- (which is really today.... bc its only 3am)
1. work
2. hangin out with daisy!
3. watch the bachelor finale!

In the next year-
1. think about baby #2
2. brian graduates with his masters
3. get a house!